I want to wake up a morning and not be in pain! What if pain in the Crucifix is heavenly, I do not have the strength to withstand it!!! I want to wake up a morning and run in the streets with the kids!! To take an old camera and film my life, as it is now, to believe, that it is not real and my reality is in whatever I dream, in whatever I desire, in whatever I hope!!!!! As for the title I would give it, it would be the poet's lines : If pain is humane , we are not humans, just to be in pain!!!